Even though wedding planning has been stressful and frustrating at times, I have this feeling that I will have some withdrawal when it's all over. No more excuses to go on the Knot or Wedding Bee. All the most fun things are finished; now it's just boring things like timelines and confirmations. I guess I can focus on decorating my house for awhile if I want a creative outlet. In the end, I'll be with Matt all the time and that's what I've cared about more than the wedding of course. Only 41 days left. I cannot believe it is so close! I've only been waiting like 6 years for this. It'll be so fun to see everything come together!
I remember the first time Matt mentioned marriage. I was a freshman sitting in my tiny dorm all alone, and I had just watched Pearl Harbor. I was talking to him on AIM and all of a sudden he said
Matt: "I have a question, but don't freak out ok? It's just a question."
Me: "Okay"
Matt: "Do you think that one day, I mean when we are all done with school and have jobs, do you think we would get married?"
Me:" That question doesn't freak me out, I've thought of that before. Yeah, I think maybe we will"
He probably shouldn't have said anything for a couple of years, we were nowhere near ready! But it sure made me happy back then :) It was the first time that getting married felt like a reality to me.
It turns out Matt will have a couple months of summer break after all. So we can still go on some kind of honeymoon. Probably a road trip, that's my favorite kind of vacation. I have no desire to leave the country right now, I wouldn't feel safe. Just somewhere far away from Nebraska.
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aw that's so cute he asked you that way back when! that's awesome matt gets a couple months off this summer! i seriously can't belive how close your wedding is now! our dresses should be in soon! yay!
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